Is never what it used to be, and im sorry that i seem a bit “negative” or “Depressing” I dont mean to sound that way, but honestly i am. Not sure what happened or why i became this way, well i sort of do. But I try not to be, i try not thinking of sad shit. People love being around me cause im funny and chill, I like making people have a great time and happy, it’s just how i live, regardless if i pretend to be happy. I love making people smile, and laugh, makes life worth living sometimes.
So don’t sit there and judge me like you know me, i can be a pretty amazing person, with my problems, depression, and my anxiety. They don’t get in the way to much anymore, i make sure of it.
I’m sorry that my flaws and the way I am, keep girls from ever dating me, or looking at me, or give me the time to try..But it’s ok, I blame myself for it, it’s not their fault im this way.
I hope you can forgive me….
I hope you can understand..
I hope you can accept me…
Because i will always do it for you…